MULISHNESS VS BENEVOLENCE

Posing in a view of juvenile stubborn,

I tell him NO in every thing drawn,

He painfully solicit for my mulish grant,

I snivel high & befall like a baked prawn,

Leaves me on my own for a short dawn,

I know this is only for my wisdom to crawl,

A day gone, another night goes beyond,

I feel like repent for the opus foul,

I made him empathize for my temper going warm,

I lost my treasured & pious devout,

I crave for the coddle, he use to put on shower,

He was my remarkable armor,

I left the charm in conditions all,

He comprehended my loss & feelings sore,

He conveyed to become my every kinfolk,

He will exude on me the paternal adore,

He will endow me with his tender fond,

I asked him for the compassion till done,

He accepted my words & confided his core,

I wish almighty to listen all my argot,

Bless me & him with HIS holy soul!

Enduring circle of Events

I used to judge why I am being tied up in the threads, threads of emotions & boundations…  but then I found myself freed from the older ones & tied in the newer…  next I realized that this is the aura of birth ship..  I ask my good self where am I standing & where I have to go... Ah!  The reply was not soothing because my inner soul was mystified… considering kindred...n all other aspects related to it…

Still the same issues… I regret but I fail to understand why this vicious circle keeps on moving & we find our self unable to adapt to the same. N I get the riposte from HIM that earlier you were in dreadful situate n you asked for a change, when I gave you what you deserved, you said you are still sailing in the same boat… My child move on & see what has future store in for you.. Almighty, I said when will I get relief, relief from this vicious circle. Don’t you think I must have serenity & settle up instead of having bolt from the blue…? I give this to my favorite ones n You are the ideal, I got this expression from HIM. I smiled & soothed & made myself comprehend that whatever is happening, let it happen without obstructing the nature’s occurrence…

I ask you, n everyone else; you want certain happenings to take place without thinking over the consequences attached to it. And then we want the time to be at rest & pace so that we can gain complete out of it… the actual meaning from almighty’s expression was to keep HIM in mind & heart & soul all times…  to make time run according to you..

Get connected to HIM!!!

Any answer to my perplexity...?

Any answer to my perplexity…?

With greater incomings in life in varied aspects…, in an expressive mode, I can say relations, frame of mind, visions, could realize that my panorama towards all foreword matters is going grey…

How could this happen to me…? Am I doing fair to myself, to my soul, my conscience, to my dear ones… I think NO! But asking the same to you Almighty, what am I doing? Am I not going on the erroneous track… or could I say why it’s been done by me. Holding my breath deeper, I apologies you for the sulky words…   

It’s not in my soul & heart to hurt anyone in any way. Sinking in the world, in the life, in the people of you, I departed with the relations not in the view… someday further in my life, I  saw, I met, I realized  lot many phases being passed away. I comprehended I have not been entangled in the people of you but then flashes ripe in my mind that with epoch passing away slowly,,, old phase would fade away & may get settled, leading you in the same perching aura…

I am not able to assess what HE truly wants to say… at the end, I conclude time & fate brings the change with precise answers…

Or could I expect any reasonable ripostes from any of you.  

A dream or a Camber path..?

A fine evening, after reaching home from the day’s tasks… I sat down on a sofa & started jotting in my log. Suddenly the bell rang & I rushed to check the caller… there were few papers lying on the floor, I could say some 10-12 sheets, out of which  8-9 were blank but rest were torn with few impressions on them…

After taking them, I occupied my situate & resume back my toil… This time the bell rang twice & I went the same way to check but I could not find anything apart from pleasant cyclone for a few seconds.. it aghast me & I shut the door. The moment I turned back, I could see the same in my house & then a cool coil. I resumed my work & then I could heard my log to speak up, speak up the words of anxiety, anguishness, affliction… it was like my realization has got the power to tell me that what my eye saw was murky… I was accepting whatever was demonstrated & uselessly deeming with uncertain results.

I dreamt of attaining what was certain but with a heavy heart, was actually baffled… suddenly on walking on the same trail, I found the curves were moving to a newer zone which I chose to follow. I walked & sat on the spacecraft.

I realized my fate brought me to newer lodging with newer natives… I have come across a passage of time where seeing each passing moment expresses my glee, at times my woe… all related to my prized creature, my kin, calling n numerous other facets.

I woke up from my dream & saw no papers were lying & no bell rang… what I could say is we start from one end & reach to another point with thousands of twists & curves in between, knowing nothing about where to go & where to reach… I conclude from the above words that we go where we are destined to go, where HE wants us to go…   

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